Day 2

It hurts when I'm conscious. First thing wake up in the morning, I wish it's his call wakes me up instead of the alarm. But it is what it is. Things need to be done. Life has to move on. I wish he could come to visit, but no show. First thing I opened computer in the office is turn on the web QQ, wish he could talk to me, which he did. But from what he said, I know they went back together. Good friend is only the cover of the lie. I know. But still feel heart ache. After that, he called me several time, but I refuse to accept any news except he broke up with her. So sad... But love the weather today. Raining like Jiang nan. I know everything would be better after some days. It only hurts when I'm still living in the past, I know I should move on. Only good thing from this failure is I would work out after work. Half an hour excise would do. I would make to 105g in one month, I believe. And no meet till then.