Everything ends today

Well, today is the end of our story, short fondness! comes fast, goes fast! we are the same kind of person, difference is he is the boss and does things very irrational, get upset and pissed off for his business failure. And tried my best and worked my best, but it just doesn't work out as I expected, so there is nothing I can do. When I came into the company, he is the only person I love, when I left the company, he is the only person I hate. Dramatic, isn't it??! But anyway, he is nice to me at the beginning and generous in salary, and hope we can get my work visa, that can cover a little of my pain!
Life is a box of chocalate, you will never know what you get later. And I have to move on, searching for the new opportunity and maximize my value. When God closes one door, there must be another window opened... Hope I can find the window soon.

long time

是我孤单太久，一个人承担太多。忘了家的味道，只是思念不时侵袭，无法抵御！瞬时倾泻。不知还要承担多久，还能承受多久。至少，还能没底线的发泄！

sick of people I loved

Don't know why I can get sooooooo mad of the people I love deeply. 这个是不是爱之深,恨之切.还是当初爱他是建立在根本不了解得基础上.或者是他的性格是在难以捉摸,为什么同一个人可以有那么大的区别.昨天看相的时候还是好好的,是最近1星期最开心的一天,今天又很难过,欲加之罪.我觉得好无辜,什么事都没做,被他用尖酸刻薄的话责备.i'm done with him, so sick of him, more than my love. 终于感觉自己当初做了错的决定,不过想想在学校工作也不一定会开心.我还是比较喜欢那种美国的大型企业的,getting stronger with great competititors. OK, looking for a job!!!
好想回中国,回到让我幸福的地方,有家有朋友有钱有好玩的东西.美国,别人的天堂,家朋友好吃的好玩的,快乐幸福,离我好远啊.