2011年3月11日星期五

100纪念

好巧哦,刚刚第100篇,顺顺利利! 结束了几天的实习,总算是个圆满的结局!如果一切都像是表面显示的真实,那我真的很幸运.老天总算看到我之前吃得苦,给了我这个好机会,展示一下. 先说jin好了,一直感觉很有缘份,从第一个电话到星期一见面,我觉得印象分能达到90+.她很器重我,虽然说对我期望不高,可是我知道,那是她想宽慰我,而我呢,越是这样,我越不想让人家失望.所有对我好的人,看重我的人,我都不想让他们失望.所以,日后就算压力再大,困难再多,再多想放弃,我都要回来看看这篇日记,体会一下现在感恩的心理.机会人人均等,就看有没抓住.从她本身来说,也是一个传奇,我学习的榜样.
再说,sue啦,我的师傅,开始我觉得她教的没头没脑,讲得很快,又经常参杂着不同的事情说.不过,后来习惯了,他就是这样的人,雷厉风行,不过她是真的很负责任,亲历亲为,我觉得我肯定没她那么勤恳,真的,不过这个职位就是要认认真真脚踏实地,也许真的像他们说的,这个是个很好的challenge,让我好好静下来,改正自己不足的地方,完善起来.我要拿起以前的精神,相信只有我不想做的事情,没有我做不好的事情.现在我就很想做好这个工作,不想让帮助我,看重我的人失望.

2011年3月7日星期一

Fight for the dream

为梦想而奋斗的一周,马上就要开始了.还有3个小时即将踏上赴LA的行程.知道父母对此给予很大的期望,自己也是.之前太多困难,曲折,应该就是为了这次机会,梦想的舞台在我面前,好好珍惜,努力展示.有压力才会尽全力.承载着梦想的道路是艰难的,不仅是个人的,还有家庭的,不过正因为这一切,才会让人体会成功后的喜悦.我知道,没有退路,只能成功!!!

2011年3月6日星期日

fight back, strongly!

总是在等待,等待一个爆发点.让我可以看到黎明破晓,强烈反击,争取自己要的东西.
只有在谷底的人才知道,山上即使荆棘再多,还是风光无限.
只有经历过的人才知道,哪种生活是你想要的.
争取,改变,珍惜.不断经历,不断学习,不断长大.
成功不是努力就行,还要靠几分运气.当运气来临的时候,还有不努力的理由吗?!

明天要去洛杉矶了,实干的1周,坚定,努力,不放弃! Wish me good luck!!!

2011年3月5日星期六

bright again...

weather forecast: storm-raining-cloudy- what's next?! Hopefully it's gonna be "sunny"!!!
Yes, Dad said that! And it's true, I have been waiting for the day sooooo long, don't know when it's going to be my breaking point (guess soon), but I do need a slight brightness. And here it comes, finally... Yesterday around 7pm, I got the phone from Jean, surprising the reason she contacted me is because i'm hangzhouness :) so does she! She said she would definitely leave my resume behind if she doesn't see I'm from Hangzhou. What a coincidence! Apparently, she likes me after we did 30mins talking on the phone. After introducing me the job responsibility, and talked about relocate plan, she decided to arrange one week training for me. That's from next Monday to Friday!!! Wow, it really comes to fast, that I wasn't really prepared for. But anyway, I got the flight & hotel confirmation , and here I will come, LA!!!
Finally, see a little hope... fight back, strongly!!!

2011年3月3日星期四

screw you

OMG, just finished interview with simba, feel terrible. I arrived 4 hours earlier, when it comes to the time of interview, the internet connection went off, pissed me off, make me more nerves . Ok, finally after 15 mins adjustment, we get connected. Interview started, everything goes on very well, till the end of the questions, how much is the revenue of the previous company, how many PO per week, I made huge mistake, outrageous number. Feel horrible... Anyway, they said I have to do a online assessment, and follow up later. But I know, I might not hear them anymore... puuuuf, screw again, feel down to the bottom.
Gonna wait for the video talk with Bob on Sunday, if no, travel around, buy an apple and go home!

一小时后,受到了邮件,让我做性向测试,立马做完回传.不知道几率有多大,我自己感觉50%吧,从之前的30%上升了一点.剩下能做的事就是等,等啊等^^我也努力了,实在差点运气也大概就是上天给我的指示吧,该回去了.不管怎样,希望早点得到回应,不管结局如何,我也尽力了.