只是未到伤心处

最近不知道怎么了,不在状态,工作上生活上都是.昨天很想,也认为自己会哭,可是怎么样也挤不出一滴眼泪.不知道对I的算不算爱,我想应该比普通朋友多一点,但是,没到爱的程度吧.否则我也不会一点感觉都没有的放手.知道他的不成熟,知道他不是我想要的,知道他和别人的关系,根本没想过更多的,只是一不小心的错误,让我们都有些措手不及. 时间会慢慢冲淡一切的,爱与恨都一样!

Almost became my first time

Don't really know what I have done the night before, but something is definitely out of control. For two people like us, simple-minded, stupid and young. Never dream of this before, never think our relationship would be complicated like this. Don't know how to face him, as close friend, little brother, boy friend or non of those? We don't belong with each other before, non after, but that night. Don't think he the type I would love, but I would do many things for him, too many that out of my expectation. Maybe I'm too lonely for too long period, doing silly things are acceptable. Once is fine, at least I learnt what's "Next choice"!