First week in M

上周三开始的正式工作，感觉还不错，3个工作日，其中2天是上了半天。不是那么累，老板也对我不错，还出钱要我去培训。起薪比较低，不过这年头找到工作就谢天谢地了，而且日后加的可能性很大。如果没有学校的offer留在这里的可能性还是很大的。可是，学校那边也说得很肯定，这就让我纠结了，唉，看着办吧，等到trouble来的时候再烦吧，安安心心，努力工作，认真学习，不辜负妈妈，老板。

一眼万年

好可悲的感受,遇上错的人还不如从未体验这种感觉.或许我还是那个在天堂幸福快乐的女孩.赚着多多的钱,穿着漂亮的衣服,吃着人间美食…Puuuuuf,一切都风驰电掣的改变了,只因我听了不该听的建议.或者下次定论为时过早,可是在过去的一年中,我真的吃了比过去25年加起来都多的苦.全拜他所赐,这个让我无法忘怀的人!!!很多人说我眼神中有"好胜"之气,对事业也许不错,可对感情并无益处.也许我还不适合表达吧,对于感情,在坚守底线的同时,我能做最大的让步.不过很多时候,一切还是在我掌控之外,怕受伤害的结果就是走得远远的.很多话,不知道该怎么说,还是忘不了….
等啊等,等着学校的回复,想着那时候,为了Monitor那么努力准备,结果还是功败垂成.这次学乖了,不要寄予太大希望.塞翁失马,焉知非福.这次的错过是为了遇到下个完美(不知道,这个定律对于感情适用不!)总之,希望所有的努力,等待,磨难都有所回报!

ups and downs

In the past week, things happened just like rollercoaster, drags my heart up and down. I'm so happy that last Staturday I got the job offer in Moll, it's like of my dream job, purchasing manager. Payment is good, if I pass the provision periode, with all the benefits, I would be content to do that. Then unexpected car scratch made me upset, especially the relationship with his wife, so sick of the people in his family, never ever want to go to the damn hell house again. Then last Wednesday, Jessica called me talking about the opening from Haar. It's such a great opportunity that I never want to miss, now it's on the way it, I know I will get something very nice in the States, for all the pain I had in last year, all gonna paid back. Stick on my dream!