Dark in front

Everyday, wake up in anxierty, without help with hope. Everyday, doing the things I don't want to do, working for the postion I don't like. If life could go back, I would probably not come out. For everything I handled by myself outside, it's just too much. I think it's going to reach my limit soon, don't know when, in 2 weeks, in one month. Don't want to live like this anymore, life has been too hard on me. Just by muself.... Don't know what I'm going to get in future, wherever destiny drives me to, anyway, please take me away from this situation ASAP. Life only with myself, I can't tell where is heaven where is hell!!!