Back to Miami

OGM, it's really miserable since i came back from China, the moment I landed in Miami (Feb 7th 1:20am local time), I hate it. The humidity , the jet lag, the failure of 2 phone interviews. I feel like someone else when I'm doing everything. Guess I didn't really get use to the life here, or I really love living hangzhou, the best city for life. Pretty city, nice restaurants, my family and friends, all these I missed, all these I can't give up. i would give myself 2 months to look for better opportunities in the States, otherwise I would just go back to where I love. Though I don't know if I can hang on till second month. I don't have appetite these 3 days, feel like vomitting when I see food, guess it's because of the pressure. Although my parents told me, no worries about going back, still, I know they would like i stay here with a decent job and family. I don't know what to do except for working hard to find a job. That's my only way to stay here longer, even one year more, I would be happy. But if not, I would be happier to go back to my parents, it has been so long for me to handle too much by myself, I'm really really tired, exhausted.