Last 3 days might be the best days after I came to U.S. I love the weather, the dream Disney world and of course all that because of Pong, still I don't know why I love him that much, I just want to be with him, it makes me feel good even without talking. He is different type of person than I am. He is prudent while I'm impetuous. He uses his sense I use my sensibility. He doesn't look like the type I would love, but unfortunately that's the truth.... I know I'm strange, I don't like Miami, but the day we went to downtown, it looks acceptable. I don't think the sea here is that beautiful, but I was intoxicated when we visited there. And it comes to the conclusion I made before(when I visited Yunnan), it's the matter of the person not the view.
I'm 100% percent sure what I need and what life I want. Study and work are good way to keep up with the society and enrich myself. But compare with being a successful business woman, I'd rather being a good wife and mother, of course, I need to reach certain level in my career. I'm a little sad, maybe it's because I'm getting order, I care family more than personal work success. And I just want to stay with the person I love, even though it's a hard path. Sometimes I feel like a silly girl---- giving up good and easy choise, pursuing the uncertainty . The path of happiness, is like a dark road full of bramble, I need to hold your hand, being firm and brave. Both of us should be confident that we will make it.
Tomorrow is going to be the first day of 3rd quarter, I feel heavy pressure with so much study and work. But I know I will be fine, everything will be done, if I decided to do it.
Wish me good luck , wish me get the happiness.
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