loving it

Time flies, it has been 4 weeks since I worked in M. Really love working there and working for him.
---I can learn a lot from him everyday. He would teach me without holding back.
--- He trusts me, let me do everything on purchasing, and invest on me for training.
---He has great personality, at least I love that. Positive, confident, lots of sales and revenue. For me, the company should be his, because he does 98% of the main things.
---He does everything, janitor, mechanic, sales,mantenance, purchaser....for me he can fix everything, that's what man means to me.
---When he does everything above, I just feel everything on him is perfect. He looks handsome, he smells good....
But today , when I got confirmation from Haar, I wasn't that happy as I should be.
And when I know after we are moving, I can't be as close to him as now I am, I'm just not that happy :( I really need his help in business and in confidence. I work much better when he is in the office!
Trust me, if one day, I'm leaving you, because I really don't have other choice, and my heart is broken...