do you hear me?!

Do you hear me? My lord! I would do anything to get him back. It's in equibilibrium. The more happiness I retrieve from other things, the fewer I could get from you. I thought you heard me, so you sent me the letter from a company in Kansas city. I thought you heard from you, so you sent me an message under his name. I thought you heard from me, so you know how much I miss him, how much I would want to repair this relationship (no matter what price I have to pay for). I thought you heard from me: it's raining heavily outside. I want to get home. RIGHT NOW!!!