Officially done for second quarter. Acctually as I finished paper and CF tests earlier, Tuesday after OB test, I was kind of relieved. But there are several days class and workshop, so now I'm free. So far , I like John best, even though I only got A- for his class, still happy to be his student. Learnt some knowledge and philosophy. "Life is only about today, yesterday is gone, tomorrow you don't know if it's yours, the only thing you can do is live best in TODAY" It's easy to understand, but not everyone can do. Tomorrow is going to be my first work day, when everyone is planing to travel, I'm still working on draft. OMG, am I doing the very right thing Pro. told us, fully using today!!!
It makes me feel content, because he is coming . I don't know why, my friends always say my creteria is too high, (the man I listed as C, they would say B...). To be honest, I don't feel how great he is, but still love him a lot... Yesterday , I was talking with friends in China, said he is the most urgely man I have ever loved, but maybe the person attracts me most and longest(from China to States), because inner mind lasts longer that superficial things ? He always could give me wise advise, I really feel good after talk to him, since the first time we met... I'm not sure , if it's love, maybe I feel him more like a support... still he is the strongest drive makes me here to States and I believe he could be the motivation for my staying, because personally I don't have any preference to stay in U.S. or go back to China, if I want, I can live better in China, with my family, my friends, and lots of fun place... But for him, I would stay, even though that means I have to work hard everyday, as long as he is by my side, I'm fine.
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